Wow its been almost a month since Ive sat and typed out a post, so much has happened that i don't know if i should really go back and catch you up, lets just say its been a roller coaster of a month.
Some news i will share though is that we're expecting our second baby in September! i feel like there's such a baby boom going on in the blog world and the 'real' world at the moment. half of my friends seem to be expecting children, its pretty incredible!
This blog will now probably just turn pregnancy and Seb related as nothing is really going on in my world at the moment. Morning sickness has taken over my life, theres a perfect groove happening in my couch where i spend most of my time. I wont sugar coat anything on here and so i will tell you all, i HATE being pregnant. I'm all for having babies but the actual being pregnant part is not for me. I'm miserable and i don't feel like myself. I can barely leave the house for a fear of vomiting in public or passing out or some other drastic thing that probably would never happen. I'm anxious and guilt ridden that Seb isn't getting enough attention from me. The television has been my lifesaver and its eating me up. I hate how much Seb loves the TV but i also hate how much i love that it entertains him and how much i rely on it lately. This honestly has been the hardest 7 weeks i can remember having, i feel like I'm going crazy.
James has been amazing, just like he was when i was pregnant and sick with Seb, just like he always is. He's still working away which i think has caused a lot of my stress, its amazing when hes home but then i still have 5 days alone and sick with a toddler. Our working situation isn't going to change so I'm just learning to suck it up right now, morning sickness doesn't last forever and i know things will return to normal sooner rather then later.
Well i feel like that was just a novel all about how much i suck, but this is my blog and i don't care. Don't get me wrong though, i am over the moon about this baby I'm just having a rough time. This too shall pass.
in other news, Seb turned 2 this past Sunday and i cannot believe it, time does really go fast and just that thought alone gets me through the days. the next post I'm planning will be picture heavy to catch you up visually Hopefully the post after that will be how I'm feeling like peaches and rainbows! happy thoughts!
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