Still sick

Why can't I just be content with sitting around all day?
I feel like I'm failing Seb by not stimulating him 24/7. We haven't left the house today because I still feel all queasy and gross.
My house is a mess but I have no energy to do anything about it.

I think what makes it worse is that I know it's only me and the baby for another 3 days, no Papa bear coming through the door at 4pm to give me some adult conversation or relief from Seb, to tidy the house or help with dinner. Just me and the kid. I like it this way sometimes, but not while sick. I feel frustrated and lonely.

It makes me appreciate the time I have with my husband so much more. I just need to appreciate the indoor times I spend with my babe.