Final call

I know I've posted on here about my wanting to go back to uni and I've never done anything about it.
I've looked at courses to finish the degree that I started via correspondence. I was never 100% sure that I wanted to do it.
I was cleaning out cupboards the other day and found my old design folders and criteria for assignments...it hit me like a bunch of bricks...I hated it!
I hated that I had to conform to the universities idea of what was 'creative' and I hated the deadlines, I would stress the eff out! Constantly. Not fun.
I want to enjoy what I do and at the moment that's raising babies, I'm young enough to decide later right.