A few posts ago i wrote about taking a break from the land of the internet, mostly instagram. If you follow me on there, you will see i am back, for 2 solid weeks, i did not browse my feed or take one photo with the intent to put it on the app.
I felt refreshed, i woke up and grabbed a coffee and my book instead of my phone. I payed more attention to real life and hanging out with my babies. It really was exactly what i needed at that time. I was done feeling unworthy, alone in a room full of people, like i had something to prove.
Slowly I have come back to the reality that instagram is not real life. I know, its so obvious right? But sometimes when its all around you it becomes an alternate universe, one i dont really want to be part of. I love that i can scroll through and see over a years worth of memories and that is something i will always be thankful for.
Im back online and have a completely different outlook, ive developed thicker skin and am using it only when i have absolutely nothing to do, or basically, when i feel like it.
Its my party i can do what i want.
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