My motherhood is
..saying I'll eat well today but grabbing a muffin because mama comes last.
..cars (the movie) on repeat and having 'life is a highway' stuck in my head.
...never showering alone
...always thinking I hear a baby crying
...reading books to Seb without ever looking at the words because I know them off by heart
...being tired
...wanting nap time to come then missing them when it's quiet
...never being able to sleep until I'm ready to wake up, most days I open my eyes to a toddler quietly staring at me as I sleep, creepy.
...no personal space but loving hugs
...trying to hand express into a bathroom sink at a hens party because I've been away from my baby for 6 hours and my tits are about to burst all over the bride

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