We had some random flu at the beginning of the week that left J and I feeling pretty crap for a few days, Seb seemed fine though, plus side?
The child has been more difficult lately, hes a very stubborn little guy and that fiery red hair clearly means he is a hot head. He can definitely communicate what he wants now and if you're doing the opposite of what he wants, you'll know about it. Discipline is the hardest part about parenting in my world, he leaves me confused with how to react to outbursts. I want Seb to be a well behaved child, a pleasant person, one with good morals but sometimes i feel like I'm failing him. Maybe my thoughts are a bit premature as he is only 20 months but the way i parent him will ultimately help shape him.
We had a car issue which left me car less today and driving around J's car for the next 5 days. at least i have a car right? looking on the bright side! I always dread the days we're stuck at home with no plans, i get bored so easily and its a quality about myself that i hate. When i woke up, i tried to not let the thoughts of being alone with a toddler all day without adult conversation let me spiral into a mood. I got us breakfast and we walked to the park, this weather is getting HOT so the earlier the better, even 9am was pushing it. Seb ended up going down for his sleep earlier then normal and sleeping for 2 hours which has been rare of late. When he woke up we ate lunch and cooked muffins, we played and cleaned and played and cooked some more. It actually was a really nice day, i need to not dread the days alone with Seb but embrace them, he can be such a great guy, maybe we needed a day together to get back in sync with our moods. Is it sad that i have a toddler for a best friend?
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