Just write {vol 3}

What to do when something needs to be said, but that being said will change things.
I hate confrontation, I'd rather bottle things up, but then they eat, eat away at me, in the middle of the night. Ill lay awake for hours going over conversations that are yet to happen.

Then when I get the balls to say how I feel and it explodes, ill lay awake thinking about how it happened;
What people think of me?
Did I word everything right?
Was it taken out of context?
Will people hate me?

Do I go back and try to fix things or move forward, head held high and fake it until these feelings pass because they will.