Decisions

I'm feeling lost.
I feel like I don't fit in with the other mother friends I have. I have to watch how I act and what I say. I should just walk around with my foot in my mouth the whole time.
But on the other side, it's hard to fit in with non parents. I can't go out any time I please, I can't stay out till all hours and just taking Seb out past 6pm is challenging. I don't feel good enough for any group of people.
It's driving me crazy, most of these thoughts are probably in my head and I'm over analyzing everything, it's turning into a downward spiral.
Do I stay home and be mum 24 hours a day 7 days a week? Do I throw all my energy into being a homemaker and loose the Ivy that I used to be? No, I don't think so. I'm finding it difficult to balance myself.
I don't really know where I'm headed with this post, I'm venting, I hope to find some comfort in this.