The weekend is almost at a close and i have nothing to show for it. (I have also been unwell for a few days)
Yesterday was the Soundwave festival that i was oh so excited for but did not attend, i sold my ticket.
Facebook peers have been posting photos of events attended and status' of activities.
I have been laying in bed and demolished 2 seasons of one tree hill while watching a crazy almost 1 year old who has been destroying my house. Watch, clean, feed, tidy repeat. this is my life.
This is the first weekend James has been away working.
We usually would've done activities together, dinners, walks, shopping and BBQ's but this weekend I have done nada.
I don't know what it is about weekends and why they make me feel like i should be accomplishing something, but they do.
I don't get invited places often and I'm assuming it's because i have a son.
i do not understand how this apparently stands in the way of my social life weekend after weekend. He has grandparents and sitters but it is just him and i (and J) most times.
Sure it hurts, does it make me regret my decision of becoming a mother and wife? absolutely not! I just wish my friends would see me as a friend, a 21 year old instead of just a mother and a wife.
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