Sebastian

He's sleeping through the night! It's been a couple of awesome nights and I honestly do not know how I have survived the last 9 months without a whole nights rest.
He's getting super big and super hilarious. He makes raspberry sounds by sucking on his lips and screams so loud I think the neighbours think I'm murdering him, until he giggles at the end.
He's fascinated with tongues and if you keep it hidden in your mouth he will claw at your lips with his tiny baby nails until you surrender the squishy pink sponge you've been concealing.
The giggles aren't few and far between anymore and it makes my heart swell every time I hear them. Its like angels singing and I've never heard a more beautiful noise.
He knows when he's tired and will fight it until the end, he will yawn but if you catch him he'll turn it into chatter or a smile. He's a smart cookie and oh so defiant, change time is a difficult one when your 9 month old is stronger then you and goes stiff as a board or rolls across the room.
he's pulling himself up onto things thinking he's oh so clever but he still cannot crawl on his knee's.

I was always thinking, why cant he do this yet or that yet, giving up hope that it was just never going to happen like giggling and sitting and sleeping through the night (I'm still thinking it about crawling) But I knew he was going to do all these things and that he is going to crawl and walk and talk, he's not going to be suspended in baby land for the rest of his life, he's going to do them when he is ready! I know I shouldn't wish the time away but it's hard not too sometimes when I see all these infants Sebb's age and they are crawling around like no tomorrow, it makes me worry as a mother that my child isn't as 'good' as other children and that's a horrible horrible thought and I hate myself every time it comes into my mind.
I bet before I know it, I'll be reading back on this blog thinking how silly I was to think that way, that he's now driving and finished high school and been in more (harmless) trouble then any other teenage boy. That's a scary thought.
I'm excited for the future and to see him change and grow at his own pace, to see who he becomes and will be so proud no matter what.

bad quality but this is the raspberry (fart) face

cutest overalls EVER

I love you Seabass, like no other x